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Rickyl by grandpatoenail
Rickyl
I'll be writting a fic to go with this. If you would like to buy this piece without the watermark, just send me a note.
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As you guys know, things have been kind of crazy this past year. My parents losing their jobs, losing our house, moving to a basement, having to put Indi down, having to return Zulu, Milly's terrible passing, A friend of mine losing her premature baby, almost losing my horse in the recent farm fire, and of course, my aunt's current condition. We're hoping she won't be in much pain before she goes but without removing the tumor, there are really only two options and neither are pain free. I've never seen so much death in such a short time in my entire life. Lately I've been doing everything I can to count my blessings and keep my family strong by reminding them there is a future past all of this. We just have to endure what's happening for now. It may be an old saying but this is the hand we've been dealt. We need to make the best of what we've got and remember that we've all got jobs to do to keep things moving forward. My father and I have been working double time, putting walls up in the basement to make a kind of apartment for us. When my aunt returns home, I'll have all of my stuff moved downstairs so she can have the top floor to herself and her family so she won't feel too crowded. I'm gonna go pick some flowers in the big field nearby for her as well. I know how stir crazy you can get from being bedridden so I hope we can lift her spirits a bit. My cousins are staying with my grandmother back in the city since that's where the hospital my aunt's in is. Plus, my uncle can't keep it all together, fix and sell cars, AND keep an eye on two autistic kids at the same time. Everyone's doing their best to stay strong but I notice them wavering now and then. It'll be hard but I know I can keep it together for them. I'm thinking of buying my aunt some nice bath stuff, nail polish, and a bunch of spa type stuff that she loves. Much like my mother, my aunt becomes depressed if she doesn't feel 'pretty'. Neither of them leave the house without at least SOME make-up lol. Whether we're going to a doTERRA session or just to the barn to brush my horse, they 'need' their make-up. lol. I know she's going to feel miserable when she starts losing her hair and everything so I'm going to shave my head. I've been growing it for over 5 years but if this is the last year or 2 I have with her, it'll be worth it. Hair grows back.


I know it's not kind to ask, but if any of you would be willing to donate a few bucks so I can buy her a couple nice spa type things to put in a nice basket for when she gets home, I would greatly appreciate it and I'm sure she would too. 
  • Mood: Hope
  • Listening to: When We Stand Together-Nickleback
  • Reading: Nuffin' (nothing)
  • Watching: youtube
  • Playing: Sims 4!!!
  • Eating: Pears
  • Drinking: Tea~
You took us in when we needed it most. You saved my family from the cold. The little I could do, I’ve done. If there’s a God, I don’t know what part of his plan this parting plays or what it will do for us. A mother, a daughter, a sister, an aunt, a wife; all of these things will be lost in your passing. However, while you’re with us, we will try to bring you the smiles you’ve brought us. For your mother, we will be strength. For your children, we will be guidance. For your husband, we will remain a loyal family. For your sister; my mother, I will show all my courage, perseverance, and comfort. I will take whatever place your passing requires of me. You helped keep this family together so I will do everything to see that it stays that way.
What is required
A poem to my aunt. The operation to remove her tumor cannot be done. This is the woman who took my family in almost a year ago when we hit rock bottom. We don't know how she'll respond to chemo but it doesn't look good. But for the time we still have with her, we're going to do our best to smile. 
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As you guys know, things have been kind of crazy this past year. My parents losing their jobs, losing our house, moving to a basement, having to put Indi down, having to return Zulu, Milly's terrible passing, A friend of mine losing her premature baby, almost losing my horse in the recent farm fire, and of course, my aunt's current condition. We're hoping she won't be in much pain before she goes but without removing the tumor, there are really only two options and neither are pain free. I've never seen so much death in such a short time in my entire life. Lately I've been doing everything I can to count my blessings and keep my family strong by reminding them there is a future past all of this. We just have to endure what's happening for now. It may be an old saying but this is the hand we've been dealt. We need to make the best of what we've got and remember that we've all got jobs to do to keep things moving forward. My father and I have been working double time, putting walls up in the basement to make a kind of apartment for us. When my aunt returns home, I'll have all of my stuff moved downstairs so she can have the top floor to herself and her family so she won't feel too crowded. I'm gonna go pick some flowers in the big field nearby for her as well. I know how stir crazy you can get from being bedridden so I hope we can lift her spirits a bit. My cousins are staying with my grandmother back in the city since that's where the hospital my aunt's in is. Plus, my uncle can't keep it all together, fix and sell cars, AND keep an eye on two autistic kids at the same time. Everyone's doing their best to stay strong but I notice them wavering now and then. It'll be hard but I know I can keep it together for them. I'm thinking of buying my aunt some nice bath stuff, nail polish, and a bunch of spa type stuff that she loves. Much like my mother, my aunt becomes depressed if she doesn't feel 'pretty'. Neither of them leave the house without at least SOME make-up lol. Whether we're going to a doTERRA session or just to the barn to brush my horse, they 'need' their make-up. lol. I know she's going to feel miserable when she starts losing her hair and everything so I'm going to shave my head. I've been growing it for over 5 years but if this is the last year or 2 I have with her, it'll be worth it. Hair grows back.


I know it's not kind to ask, but if any of you would be willing to donate a few bucks so I can buy her a couple nice spa type things to put in a nice basket for when she gets home, I would greatly appreciate it and I'm sure she would too. 
  • Mood: Hope
  • Listening to: When We Stand Together-Nickleback
  • Reading: Nuffin' (nothing)
  • Watching: youtube
  • Playing: Sims 4!!!
  • Eating: Pears
  • Drinking: Tea~

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So, I finally got Myles to the vet and he’s not in the best of shape, though the major issues are further down the line in his life. His heart murmur is still low because he’s so young but he has a light bacterial and fungal outbreak over his skin due to allergies I was unaware of. I bought a medicated shampoo while I was there so that is under control. The vet also told me contrary to popular belief, the surgery to fix his knee caps isn’t something to do later but something to prevent things like arthritis, which he is already showing signs of. He’s only 3 and a half. She doesn’t think he will live as long as most Maltese but I’d rather he have a short, comfortable life than a long, unhealthy one. Therefore, I’ve decided to get him his knee surgery as soon as I can. It is between $2000 and $2500 plus the money for him post-op wheelchair. As some of you know, I’m trying to get into the doTERRA business but for that I have to spend money to make money so handing over that much money right now is impossible. I’ve decided to ask for your help. If any of you would like to donate to help Myles get his surgery, please note me. Whether it 5 cents or a dollar, anything is a help.

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I love writing stories and drawing and my friend told me about DA so I couldn't help but make an account! It's kind of obvious I write a lot of yaoi too. :P My main hobby is cosplaying. It's tons of fun! I'm currently working on a Red XIII fursuit for the Animaritime. :) I also am working towards completing my goal of opening my own rescue ranch.

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Favourite cartoon character: tsume from wolf's rain
Personal Quote: "depression dies before you do."
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Talliya Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy belated birthday... (though I was on time on facebook >_>).

(Sorry, I don't really understand how the muro-thing works anymore...haven't used it in a long time. :( )

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grandpatoenail Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2015
AMG!! XD too cute! *glomps* thank you! Dat shirt though LOL
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:icontalliya:
Talliya Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
;)
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Kyruto-Chan Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy birthday Reno! I hope your day is going well! ^^
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grandpatoenail Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2015
*glomps* thank you! I'm doing great! Luv U!
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Kyruto-Chan Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Of course! That's good :D
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darknightwolf2010 Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy Birthday!!! :party:Super Fantastic Golden Platter Cake 3D :la: :squee: :boogie: :boogie:
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grandpatoenail Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2015
*huggles* thank you! O_O amg dat cake. Me wants. OMNOMNOMNOMNOMN!!! And a big thanks for the 20 points ^-^ I will hug them and love them forever! <3
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darknightwolf2010 Featured By Owner Aug 14, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Bon appetit! hug
Live happily ever after,my friend XD
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grandpatoenail Featured By Owner Aug 14, 2015
I shall I shall!! 8D you too!
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