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You took us in when we needed it most. You saved my family from the cold. The little I could do, I’ve done. If there’s a God, I don’t know what part of his plan this parting plays or what it will do for us. A mother, a daughter, a sister, an aunt, a wife; all of these things will be lost in your passing. However, while you’re with us, we will try to bring you the smiles you’ve brought us. For your mother, we will be strength. For your children, we will be guidance. For your husband, we will remain a loyal family. For your sister; my mother, I will show all my courage, perseverance, and comfort. I will take whatever place your passing requires of me. You helped keep this family together so I will do everything to see that it stays that way.
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A poem to my aunt. The operation to remove her tumor cannot be done. This is the woman who took my family in almost a year ago when we hit rock bottom. We don't know how she'll respond to chemo but it doesn't look good. But for the time we still have with her, we're going to do our best to smile. 
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I figured I'd share a happy story since some ppl might be feeling discouraged about changes after coming out. So I went to the anime convention I've been going to for 11 years as of this year but this time, I was 100% out as 'trans-masculine' or whatever you want to call it (all I know is I have the brain of a dude :P) but I don't take offense to female pronouns either. meh) Some people asked what 'trans' really was, including people I just met this year, and I explained it and they had absolutely 0 judgement. One even said, "that's kind of interesting. Is that something that just happens in the womb or something?" lol I found that funny for some reason but they were all super respectful, asked what I'd prefer to be called the second they found out I was trans, and we continued enjoying the convention as though they had always known. The night before the convention, I had a dream that someone who'd seen my FB and knew I was trans shot me the second I entered the convention center and I woke up and had a panic attack. I'm actually pretty proud of myself for packing up and going even after that dream. Also, I got some amazing accidental compliments. I had some guys say they'd 'go gay' for me because I was dressed as Daryl Dixon and when one girl found out I was biologically female, her face was priceless. She went wide eyed and said out loud "You're a GIRL?!" right in the middle of the vendor's room XD Under normal circumstances, that obviously would be offensive and rude but I had male make-up on and take no offense from either so I just laughed and wiped a bit of my grease paint beard to show her LOL Best year yet
  • Mood: Lmao
  • Listening to: Your Entertainment-Adam Lambert
  • Reading: Nuffin' (nothing)
  • Watching: youtube
  • Playing: Sims 4!!!
  • Eating: nuffin'
  • Drinking: Tea~
Hey guys. I know I haven't been very active lately. Things are still a bit rough but getting better. I logged on today and went back through my old journal entries and realized I haven't thanked you all enough for everything you've done. You've been such wonderful friends. you've made me laugh and smile. You kept me and my home town in you thoughts and prayers when we went through a 2 day shooting lockdown. You then celebrated our safety. You've wished me happy birthdays for years. You've comforted me when I've lost loved ones. You've had my back when people have attacked me. You've stood with me when I finally let the world know who I am. You've supported me and my dreams and cheered me on for years. Some of you were even amazing enough to donate for Myles' when he fell ill. He thanks you and I wanted to let you know your support gave him his life back. He can now outrun all but one of the other dogs, including my aunt's 30 pound terrier mix! He has been outside, running and playing in the sun all week thanks to you guys and your support. I want to give a big thanks to a very special watcher who sent me a surprise gift on my Paypal when we were on the verge of eviction! Long story short, you are all amazing and have made a wonderful impact on my life for these past 5 years. I look forward to the many more to come.

Thank you. <3
  • Mood: Thanks
  • Listening to: Your Entertainment-Adam Lambert
  • Reading: Nuffin' (nothing)
  • Watching: youtube
  • Playing: Sims 4!!!
  • Eating: nuffin'
  • Drinking: Tea~
Dayum Nature-U scary! by grandpatoenail
Dayum Nature-U scary!
Ok, I found all of these prints in about 15 minutes before sundown. Myles started snarling at something in the bushes so I figured it was a good time to leave lol So far, he's only growled at bears so yeeeeeeah, I wasn't gonna stick around. ANYWHO! While I was off, capturing these photos, my mother saw a moose by the side of the road, a family of porcupines, and a deer that almost got hit on the road. WHO DAFUQ GAVE OUR WILDLIFE DRUGS?!? They're everywhere tonight!! XD The prints above show an old bear print (the one Myles alerted me to the previous night), porcupine prints from I believe the same one that got my aunt's dog today (he's fine :P Just one quill) , a rabbit print, baby deer prints (so tiny Q__Q) and of course daddy deer prints next to my foot. I have no clue what kind of bird prints are in the right, lower corner but whatever lol. And the second paw print in the snow is from either a coyote or a fox. So yeah, it's been a very lively Spring.
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I figured I'd share a happy story since some ppl might be feeling discouraged about changes after coming out. So I went to the anime convention I've been going to for 11 years as of this year but this time, I was 100% out as 'trans-masculine' or whatever you want to call it (all I know is I have the brain of a dude :P) but I don't take offense to female pronouns either. meh) Some people asked what 'trans' really was, including people I just met this year, and I explained it and they had absolutely 0 judgement. One even said, "that's kind of interesting. Is that something that just happens in the womb or something?" lol I found that funny for some reason but they were all super respectful, asked what I'd prefer to be called the second they found out I was trans, and we continued enjoying the convention as though they had always known. The night before the convention, I had a dream that someone who'd seen my FB and knew I was trans shot me the second I entered the convention center and I woke up and had a panic attack. I'm actually pretty proud of myself for packing up and going even after that dream. Also, I got some amazing accidental compliments. I had some guys say they'd 'go gay' for me because I was dressed as Daryl Dixon and when one girl found out I was biologically female, her face was priceless. She went wide eyed and said out loud "You're a GIRL?!" right in the middle of the vendor's room XD Under normal circumstances, that obviously would be offensive and rude but I had male make-up on and take no offense from either so I just laughed and wiped a bit of my grease paint beard to show her LOL Best year yet
  • Mood: Lmao
  • Listening to: Your Entertainment-Adam Lambert
  • Reading: Nuffin' (nothing)
  • Watching: youtube
  • Playing: Sims 4!!!
  • Eating: nuffin'
  • Drinking: Tea~

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So, I finally got Myles to the vet and he’s not in the best of shape, though the major issues are further down the line in his life. His heart murmur is still low because he’s so young but he has a light bacterial and fungal outbreak over his skin due to allergies I was unaware of. I bought a medicated shampoo while I was there so that is under control. The vet also told me contrary to popular belief, the surgery to fix his knee caps isn’t something to do later but something to prevent things like arthritis, which he is already showing signs of. He’s only 3 and a half. She doesn’t think he will live as long as most Maltese but I’d rather he have a short, comfortable life than a long, unhealthy one. Therefore, I’ve decided to get him his knee surgery as soon as I can. It is between $2000 and $2500 plus the money for him post-op wheelchair. As some of you know, I’m trying to get into the doTERRA business but for that I have to spend money to make money so handing over that much money right now is impossible. I’ve decided to ask for your help. If any of you would like to donate to help Myles get his surgery, please note me. Whether it 5 cents or a dollar, anything is a help.

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Cass
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I love writing stories and drawing and my friend told me about DA so I couldn't help but make an account! It's kind of obvious I write a lot of yaoi too. :P My main hobby is cosplaying. It's tons of fun! I'm currently working on a Red XIII fursuit for the Animaritime. :) I also am working towards completing my goal of opening my own rescue ranch.

Current Residence: NA
Favourite genre of music: country
Favourite photographer: not sure
Favourite style of art: good old fashion pencil and paper or digital art/animation.
Operating System: UA
MP3 player of choice: no preference
Shell of choice: no preference
Wallpaper of choice: no preference
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Favourite cartoon character: tsume from wolf's rain
Personal Quote: "depression dies before you do."
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Kyruto-Chan Featured By Owner Jun 21, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
RENO! :iconsupertighthugplz::iconbrohugplz::iconimissedyouplz:
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grandpatoenail Featured By Owner Jun 24, 2015
AH! -falls- Yes? What? O_O I mean hi?
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Kyruto-Chan Featured By Owner Jun 24, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
XD
This be Cloud....er...Noctis now I guess.....You're alive!!!! WOOOO! :iconletmehugyouplz:
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grandpatoenail Featured By Owner Jun 24, 2015
I never died O_O I was just busy with life shtuff. and yes, that's so me XD "LET ME LOVE YOU!!!"
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sunstroke-art Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Lovely Shoujo Emoji (Huggy Hug) [V2] 
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grandpatoenail Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2014
yay! *huggles*
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Indyanahr Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2014  Hobbyist
You have been Hugged Lovely Shoujo Emoji (Huggy Hug) [V2]  *Hug* Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!) 

RULES:
1- You can hug the PERSON who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 10 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them IN PUBLIC! Paste it on their page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely GET STARTED hugging right away!
Natsuki Shinomiya (Super hug) [V1] Hug 2 
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Cloudie-Skye Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
:hug: :cake: :party: Happy Birthday :party: :cake: :hug:
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grandpatoenail Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2014
thankies!
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Talliya Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy birthday Cass! :cake::party:
coolrudeshadesplz Reno Boogie for Catty coolrudeshadesplz Jumping Yasao coolrudeshadesplz 
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