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Dayum Nature-U scary! by grandpatoenail
Dayum Nature-U scary!
Ok, I found all of these prints in about 15 minutes before sundown. Myles started snarling at something in the bushes so I figured it was a good time to leave lol So far, he's only growled at bears so yeeeeeeah, I wasn't gonna stick around. ANYWHO! While I was off, capturing these photos, my mother saw a moose by the side of the road, a family of porcupines, and a deer that almost got hit on the road. WHO DAFUQ GAVE OUR WILDLIFE DRUGS?!? They're everywhere tonight!! XD The prints above show an old bear print (the one Myles alerted me to the previous night), porcupine prints from I believe the same one that got my aunt's dog today (he's fine :P Just one quill) , a rabbit print, baby deer prints (so tiny Q__Q) and of course daddy deer prints next to my foot. I have no clue what kind of bird prints are in the right, lower corner but whatever lol. And the second paw print in the snow is from either a coyote or a fox. So yeah, it's been a very lively Spring.
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So, I was catching up with an old friend of mine. (we met in 5th grade :P and now I'm 23 and she's on her third kid!) Clearly we've both grown up a lot and we've stayed friends through pretty much anything. She proved she's still that epic friend by her reaction to finding out I'm trans today.


Me-"ROFL!! I'll keep my fingers crossed for a little girl! Congrats, man! How are the other little bumpkins? My only recent news is that I'm living in my aunt's basement, Milly finally passed away after 18 years , and I finally came out as a gay trans guy. *shrug* lol who knew? (other than me XD) You're childhood straight chick friend was just a gay dude LOL!


Allanah-"T
hanks!  and they're great, Daemon peed on the toilet twice today!!! and he can now perfectly say "chip, leeese, tank ouu" every time i have chips lol  and jackson is just trucking along. and omg  i am so sorry about milly  i loved her. and i knew that already, i seen a status on it a couple weeks or a month or so ago, i had my questions about you when we were little but i didn't care much one way or the other and i figured you'd tell me or realize it or whatever in your own time "


Me- "
That's awesome!! Glad they're doing so well!  and yeah, I finally had a good cry about her death a few weeks ago but I think I'm done mourning for the most part. I know I'll always miss her but I knew it was coming soon and it was just her time. Can't believe I had her since I was four! OMG are you serious?! Mom said she always had an idea I might have been! It's like everyone had a clue but me until I hit puberty! hahaha! *facepalm* That's too funny. Guess I didn't hide it as well as I thought XD"


Allanah- "
aww  ya, i still cry about frisky (her childhood cat I took in because she was allergic and didn't want to put her in a shelter) sometimes too. its hard losing a pet especially one you've had for your whole life like that. but just like people, they age and need to pass as well  and yep lol  i guess not. i guess that's most often how it works out."


Me- "
If it makes you feel better, Frisky got ALL the cuddles she wanted, always had her special hide away boxes on Christmas lol (I'd open a big enough gift first and set the box aside for her to use as a little bed ^_^) and she always got to sleep on my face if she saw it necessary XD I think the only one that had no clue was dad. Same with nan and older people in the family that see it as a bad thing. DENIAL!!!! XD"



I feel so blessed to have such amazing friends that stick by me no matter what.
  • Mood: Sentimental
  • Listening to: Your Entertainment-Adam Lambert
  • Reading: Nuffin' (nothing)
  • Watching: youtube
  • Playing: Sims 4!!!
  • Eating: nuffin'
  • Drinking: Tea~
So I got my new suit and thought it was super awesome. I REALLY wanted to show someone so I showed my mother, who was in the living room with my aunt. I said "Imagine this with a nice, new blazer." as I walked in. My mom looked shocked and gasped. (I was beyond ready for her to yell at me to change when she did that XD) Then she said in a genuine happy voice, "It's beautiful! Come here!" (Yeah, she thinks I look good in men's clothing *happy spazz*) she started feeling the fabric (silk) and checking out the eloquent design and was amazed by it. She then amazed me for a second time by saying. "We need to get your hair cut and dyed again and it will look even better! It is so perfect for Christmas too!" She wants to help me complete the look AND instantly found a way I could incorporate this new male outfit into a FAMILY holiday. I'm so happy! Plus, it looks freakin' gorgeous! *snuggles amazing new suit*
  • Mood: Suggestive
  • Listening to: Your Entertainment-Adam Lambert
  • Reading: Nuffin' (nothing)
  • Watching: youtube
  • Playing: Sims 4!!!
  • Eating: nuffin'
  • Drinking: Tea~
So, I came out of the shower dressed fully as a guy for the first time ever and my heart was beating out of my chest because not only my mom was going to see 'me' for the first time but my aunt and cousins were there too. I acted like my usual self and just asked mom if she could show me how my aunt's washing machine worked like I was going to either way. Her expression was a little surprised but she shook it off and showed me without a problem but I could tell she was thinking about it. When we were alone, I flat out told her. "I feel amazing." and stepped back so she could see WHAT I was happy with. I needed her to understand being able to walk around with a flat chest (binder), men's clothing, and un-shaved legs without being judged made me unbelievably happy. She took a few seconds but eventually said, "That's great." That was terrifying but so liberating at the same time. After that, she just kept showing me stuff in the laundry room and we didn't say another word about it.
  • Mood: Pleased
  • Listening to: Your Entertainment-Adam Lambert
  • Reading: Nuffin' (nothing)
  • Watching: youtube
  • Playing: Sims 4!!!
  • Eating: nuffin'
  • Drinking: Tea~

I'm happy to say, the guy who said those hurtful words did right by me and asked a friend of his, who is dating a trans-male about it. He completely learned how what he said was wrong. His translation of what he was accidentally saying was.

"I'm going to start dating you and force you not to get a sex change for my own personal needs." He apologized many times for being ignorant and hurtful. He also said:

"but i know myself, that's why i'm stopping myself now." (I thought that was very mature of him)

I explained very clearly to him that if he was looking for a women, he should look elsewhere. I also said if he was scared of being called gay, the same thing went because he WOULD be a guy dating a guy. Once he finally understood that I'm a man. PERIOD, he came to the decision that it would be best not to date me and he said it in a mature way too. I told him that was fine and that I appreciated that he took the time to learn more about me before making a choice. I gave him the example of me possibly getting a penis some day (I may or may not get bottom surgery) and told him that was a very possible reality. He then chose that he wouldn't be sexually attracted to me anymore and while that can hurt, I'm FAR happier with him learning about it, understanding it, and making his choice on real knowledge and being honest. If he wouldn't be comfortable with me, I'm glad he figured that out now for both him and myself. We have agreed to stay friends.

  • Mood: Pleased
  • Listening to: Your Entertainment-Adam Lambert
  • Reading: Nuffin' (nothing)
  • Watching: youtube
  • Playing: Sims 4!!!
  • Eating: nuffin'
  • Drinking: Tea~
So, I was catching up with an old friend of mine. (we met in 5th grade :P and now I'm 23 and she's on her third kid!) Clearly we've both grown up a lot and we've stayed friends through pretty much anything. She proved she's still that epic friend by her reaction to finding out I'm trans today.


Me-"ROFL!! I'll keep my fingers crossed for a little girl! Congrats, man! How are the other little bumpkins? My only recent news is that I'm living in my aunt's basement, Milly finally passed away after 18 years , and I finally came out as a gay trans guy. *shrug* lol who knew? (other than me XD) You're childhood straight chick friend was just a gay dude LOL!


Allanah-"T
hanks!  and they're great, Daemon peed on the toilet twice today!!! and he can now perfectly say "chip, leeese, tank ouu" every time i have chips lol  and jackson is just trucking along. and omg  i am so sorry about milly  i loved her. and i knew that already, i seen a status on it a couple weeks or a month or so ago, i had my questions about you when we were little but i didn't care much one way or the other and i figured you'd tell me or realize it or whatever in your own time "


Me- "
That's awesome!! Glad they're doing so well!  and yeah, I finally had a good cry about her death a few weeks ago but I think I'm done mourning for the most part. I know I'll always miss her but I knew it was coming soon and it was just her time. Can't believe I had her since I was four! OMG are you serious?! Mom said she always had an idea I might have been! It's like everyone had a clue but me until I hit puberty! hahaha! *facepalm* That's too funny. Guess I didn't hide it as well as I thought XD"


Allanah- "
aww  ya, i still cry about frisky (her childhood cat I took in because she was allergic and didn't want to put her in a shelter) sometimes too. its hard losing a pet especially one you've had for your whole life like that. but just like people, they age and need to pass as well  and yep lol  i guess not. i guess that's most often how it works out."


Me- "
If it makes you feel better, Frisky got ALL the cuddles she wanted, always had her special hide away boxes on Christmas lol (I'd open a big enough gift first and set the box aside for her to use as a little bed ^_^) and she always got to sleep on my face if she saw it necessary XD I think the only one that had no clue was dad. Same with nan and older people in the family that see it as a bad thing. DENIAL!!!! XD"



I feel so blessed to have such amazing friends that stick by me no matter what.
  • Mood: Sentimental
  • Listening to: Your Entertainment-Adam Lambert
  • Reading: Nuffin' (nothing)
  • Watching: youtube
  • Playing: Sims 4!!!
  • Eating: nuffin'
  • Drinking: Tea~

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So, I finally got Myles to the vet and he’s not in the best of shape, though the major issues are further down the line in his life. His heart murmur is still low because he’s so young but he has a light bacterial and fungal outbreak over his skin due to allergies I was unaware of. I bought a medicated shampoo while I was there so that is under control. The vet also told me contrary to popular belief, the surgery to fix his knee caps isn’t something to do later but something to prevent things like arthritis, which he is already showing signs of. He’s only 3 and a half. She doesn’t think he will live as long as most Maltese but I’d rather he have a short, comfortable life than a long, unhealthy one. Therefore, I’ve decided to get him his knee surgery as soon as I can. It is between $2000 and $2500 plus the money for him post-op wheelchair. As some of you know, I’m trying to get into the doTERRA business but for that I have to spend money to make money so handing over that much money right now is impossible. I’ve decided to ask for your help. If any of you would like to donate to help Myles get his surgery, please note me. Whether it 5 cents or a dollar, anything is a help.

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I love writing stories and drawing and my friend told me about DA so I couldn't help but make an account! It's kind of obvious I write a lot of yaoi too. :P My main hobby is cosplaying. It's tons of fun! I'm currently working on a Red XIII fursuit for the Animaritime. :) I also am working towards completing my goal of opening my own rescue ranch.

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yay! *huggles*
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Happy birthday Cass! :cake::party:
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Thanks! *huggles*
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Happy birthday reno!!
I used to be Cloud Strife and I know I'm not anymore I'm just acute lil puppy now but Imma share some cookies with you ok? :D
Want me to write you anything? ^^
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yay! *noms cookies* Thanks for the happy birthday! You don't have to write me anything :)
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:huggle: Yup ^^
And you sure? O:
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